With a sweep of my hand I turn him into a cheap lamb kebab wrap ...

Posted on FB Jan 2017


A series of dreams involving popular media [TW: pedophilia]. My dreams aren't always this dark. Though the witchy revenge does make me smile for its sheer invention, and the ending if you arrive there is quite beautiful.



1. I am sitting with a man watching a large flat screen TV, quite an ordinary living room scene. The image on the screen starts to flicker, it jumps channels, a chaos of different programmes play. A feeling of dread arises, me and the man look at one another and sit on the edge of our seats.

The screen goes dark, there is an energetic shift like curtains being pulled back: gradually the darkness parts on the screen revealing a very large eye (quite like the Eye of Sauron). It twitches and moves, looking slowly around as if seeking, me and the man instinctively freeze.

2. A man is coming to the UK on a ship from America, he is welcomed onto the shore by many. I go to meet him but my intent is quite different to the others. I grab and steal him away (physically he seems quite weak) through the crowds and begin to shout at him. I recount his sexual crimes against children, he pleads saying "but the press have forgiven me and say I am ok - the papers, read the news papers!!!"

I am enraged now and shout "I will never forget, you will be held to account!" and in a bizarre stroke of witchy revenge, with a sweep of my hand I turn him into a cheap lamb kebab wrap. I walk away leaving him on a formica shelf in a run down cafe populated by drunk people. The kebab is shivering in fear as it wonders what will happen to it next ...

3. I am now in a beautiful building, that is both simple and elegant. It feels Moroccan. The ceiling is painted deep blue with gold stars and arches gracefully up to a hole through which I can see the most exquisite night sky. I am filled with a sense of joy.

I look around and there are people and children engaged in simple activities - cooking, music, playing. It is SO delightful, I feel SO much love and like every person in the room is my family. I sit cross legged and am aware of feeling very earthy and powerful, my body like a pyramid, I am dressed in an Ochre robe.

Beneath the ground I am aware there is a box, containing the "ashes" of the man in dream 2. I feel great contentment and satisfaction in the society we have woven here and now, recalling but undisturbed by the other society that was.